A couple of weeks ago, I posted on Facebook that I got nominated for a Small Business award for the annual Greater Dallas Asian American Chamber of Commerce Awards Gala 2013.
A part of me was surprised, because as a business owner, I didn’t really feel like my business was anywhere near outstanding. I was barely making it when it came to profits and growth.
Yes, I provided my business services (event photography) to different non-profit organizations whenever I can, but no way is my photography business successful compared to all the other Small Businesses out there.
Another part of me was grateful. For whatever reason, the people around me have been recognizing the work I have been doing. In particular, one of the officers of the non-profit organization NAAAP-DFW Janet had nominated me for the award. There’s no better feeling than to have a peer recognize the work you’ve been doing through an award nomination.
I filled out the questionnaire and sent in my resume to the committee. I didn’t feel really solid after answering the questionnaire. When your overall answer to most of the questions start with “that doesn’t really apply to me”, there is little confidence gained in your chance of making it.
I just told myself, “Hey, you should be happy you even got nominated in the first place. So many other people who work harder than you didn’t even get a chance for nomination. You’ve already got plenty. Appreciate what you already have.”
A couple of weeks fly by and I receive an email saying that I’m one of the Finalists for the award.
My first reaction was disbelief, because I wasn’t sure how I got to this point. Then a sudden burst of adrenaline came next, with the acceptance that I really am one of the Finalist. Even though I still haven’t won the award, for some odd reason I already felt like a winner.
And now I’m sitting here just reflecting on everything that happened so far that got me to this point:
- Last year around this time of the year, I actually attended the previous GDAACC Award Gala 2012. I wasn’t invited as a guest though. I was actually covering the event as a second shooter with my friend. It was my job to get pics of all the award winners. Funny how one year can change your circumstances so much. I went from covering the event as a photographer to becoming part of the event as an award finalist.
- When you look around at all the successful photographers, you will notice everyone specializes in something. You will find photographers who are great with weddings, fashion, sports, nature, architecture … etc. I’ve always wondered what my niche would be. I think I’ve finally found it. I will be known as the photographer who does non-profit events.
- Then I take a step back and think to myself, who in their right mind aspires to be a non-profit photographer? It didn’t make sense to me at first until I reflected on my past. For as long I can remember, I have always volunteered with the youth group at my Vietnamese Catholic Church. My focus back then was giving to the Vietnamese Catholic community. Now my focus has broadened to giving to the Asian Business Community.
- I made one other connection with my past. Specifically my passion. In the past I was passionate in volunteering my time to my youth group. For the past 2 years, I have been really passionate about photographer. Without even realizing it, for the past year I have been merging both my past and present passion into what I have right now: non-profit photography.
- Everything has come full circle. What I mean is I started out as going to the award gala 2012, come 2013, I’m going to the award gala again. Or with community involvement, I did it for a good 10-15 years with local church, took a 3-4 year break, and now I’m helping out again with the Asian Business community. My life is filled with things coming full circle. I’m just grateful that each time I’ve come full circle, I’m somehow in a better place even though the place still looks the same.
Resume I Sent To Award Committee: https://docs.google.com/file/d/0B2PUVKTY6jFGZFc2Q0wyZWtTMm8/edit?usp=sharing
Questionnaire I Sent To Award Committee: https://docs.google.com/file/d/0B2PUVKTY6jFGVUtnSVZMbUgwN2c/edit?usp=sharing
Award Finalist Email From Award Committee: https://docs.google.com/file/d/0B2PUVKTY6jFGQ3NqYjktUi1TcEU/edit?usp=sharing